went to suntec yesterday as usual to play yoyo ,also practised my half prepared freestyle. It was the usual fun day . Then at night i decided to test my freestyle. so i got aik hwee to judge me. but then for some reasons he delayed the thing . so after that darrel offered to judge me as a strict competitive judge , and i was DAMM HAPPPY ! i actually got 166 postive and 8 negative points at 2.30++ secs! DAAMMMMMN HAPPY LAH :D:D:D:D

however as i was happy , the all usually worried darrel start to worried and get paranoid by thinking of all the wrong negative things he start to think again . i shouldnt have let him clicked me lah ... should have knew he will get worried and think of all sorts of things like ' shit la , this marcus get 166 points . i get 50 i happy already' or ' see so many good players , how i win '
i should knew this earlier , dont let darrel click me and just force aik hee to stop his lazying around and click me lah... =/

If only his negative attitude can go away. if only he can stop thinking so much or worrying for once..haha .
Afterthat also dont feel like playing yoyo cuz i thought that i do something wrong like morally discourage him or something ..

haha but i also gave him loads of advise on my perspectives of yoyoing / competitive yoyoing . 'You have practised your tricks everyday , for months , for years . its just like running home everyday . you run home everyday and you are not afraid of falling down. so the same goes for yoyoing . do not be afraid of making mistakes. enjoy yoyo , trust your skills , trust your yoyo and trust yourself. you are bonded with your yoyo for so many years . let there be no distrust between your confidence and your yoyo .

but after all that i can still see his face ' shit la i am stil worried la.NO EFFECT ON ME ! I AM A HARDCORE WORRYING BOY'

haha . thats it.i learnt that all these will sometimes happen when people compete . its expected . not even darrel will feel it . people around the world who plays yoyo will sometimes feel it. haha .

Now that i am happy that i got a high score and enjoyed my freestyle . i will continue training and chase my dreams ... :)